Well, the other day my MSN address was wiped for some reason, three years worth of contacts and emails...Gone.

I have a new email address, if you want me to add you (again) please comment leaving your email address <3.

Ruby just started a chant of
"Mummy's got a willy! Mummy's got a willy!"

Hahahahaha! And she asked for a huggle the otehr night =D

I'm meeting up with Jake on Thursday, not Insanity J, but this dude who goes to the college up the road from my school. *nods* Josh is ill, appartently he has some weird swelling round his throat. I'm worried.

Oh and I've just decided that certain people should keep their noses out of other people's buisness. You know who you people are.

I hate German. But at least I can sneak on LJ. ^_^

Screw you Simon. I don't need you and never did.

I've been thinking about stuff recently. Like life and shit. And I've realised I need to start taking everything mroe seriously. This isn't a game. This is real. It's not like I can hit reset and return to my last save point. If I fuck up, I've gotta live with it. I can't just switch life off and play some other game. Yeah there are some outlets, but none of them permenant. Except death but I don't want to die. I can't go kill everyone I don't like. Man, reality sucks. But it's reality. I gotta deal with this.

Dude, I think I just grew up more 0_0

That's me and Angela at school...I hope that worked XD

Right, if anyone says anything else about Caitlin fucking Mile, you die. I am going to go into Oxford tomorrow after my half day at school, and kick that fucker's arse. Nobody fuck's with my friends. Ever. You have it coming too Alex. I don't care if Joshie is gonna delete your MSN accoutn, I'm gonna kick your sorry arse for screwing with Georgia. I dont care that I feel like absoloute crap and that my throat is killing me. I'm gonna kill you all.

You know what? I don't really care what anyone else thinks. I love Hannah and Angela, end of story. So what if I have 2 girlfriends? If Angela had a problem with it, she wouldn't have asked me out in the first place. And Hannah would tell me if she had a problem with it. I value all my friendships but really, I know what I'm doing. I'm not a kid anymore, I can make my own decisions.

Well, the first one sure sounds like me XD The other too....nah.

I feel like shit. I've had this killer cramp in my stomach for over 12 fucking hours. I've had 3 paracetamol, slept for 2 hours and nothing is helping. And I'm really tired and just feel shit. I hate being a girl. Urrrgh. Soem shits are school threw stones at me *pout* will the abuse never end!?

Right, I skieved off school today. Why? I got threatened by a load of chavs in my class(es). I'm stronger than them. This I know. But I need to chill out. Really. I lost it yesterday. Ended up screaming obscenities at them (in front of THE hottest guy ever) then walking off, shaking and almost crying. I then spent my History lesson in the reception hall. Then talked to my head of year, and I spent my last lesson in his office. So, why did they get all shitty? I told them to grow up. Seriously, you're 13, nearly 14. Don't whine about the teacher having his mobile phone out. It IS fair. He is going to be recieving calls that are far more important than you will be. And when someone tells you to grow up, don't go making a joke of it. It's not funny to act like 3 year olds. It's pathetic. And as for what I said about 9/11, yes it was a tragedy. But seriously, get over it. Thousands of people suffer and die every day from horrible diseases like cancer and AIDs. There are people in Africa starving to death. Think about the lives you could SAVE. Not the lives we've lost. And for the love of fuck, do you honestly think I'm the kind of person to take the piss out of people with cancer? THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT DAMNIT! I have lost relatives to cancer, and I believe that nobody (except maybe George Bush) deserves to get cancer or AIDs. I think we should be doing our utmost best to save these poor people's lives. Quit whining over dead people and save other people. Otherwise, we'll never move forward. I'm not disrespecting the dead, there were some real heros in 9/11. But seriously, 5 years ago. Move on.

Oh, I'm bisexual? BIG FUCKING DEAL. A lot of people are these days. And Alex, "It's not a very good impression, nobody will like you". WHat a shallow comment. I have great friends who don't judge me by my sexuality. And don't worry, I won't be coming onto any of you because I fucking hate your personalities. And I can't believe you're so shallow. Calling me a ginger bitch is stupid. I'm not even ginger retards. And as for threatening me? Touch me, and I'll kick your arse. My dad taught me how to fight and I've done judo. You don't stand a chance. So do me a favour, an get fucked. You fucking sluts. And don't encourage your older friends to help you out. I've been there and done that. I will take you all on if I have to. And believe it or not, but the teachers like me a hell of a lot more than you guys. Why? It's not just because I'm intelligent, it's because I think outside myself. I'm politically aware, I think about the good of other people. Yeah, I look out for myself but I give others some thought too. I respect your opinions and you as humans. Just stop being so fucking retarded.

/rant

Happy birthday to me! 14 w00t. What did you all get me? Ha, just kidding. Having an awesome day.

Despite skipping History and Science due to being threatened and shit by several girls in my IT class. As we walked out, one of them called me a ginger bitch so I turned round, countering with a "go fuck yourselves!" nearly walking into Josh T_T

Damnit. He's so hot......well, they're chavs and he's emo so yeah. =D

Plus my English teacher had a go at this chav in my class for asking me why I was such a boffin. And then this guy called me a "smelly bisexual" WTF. Nobody grassed on him, but I did. Fucking arseholes.

Well, first day at Fitzharrys was great! I made a lot of mates. Sara, my buddy introduced me to Mike, Gav, who introduced me to Montazza. They're all so ace! They're all into the same music ^_^ W00t!

My mum is kindly removing this computer for a week. I'll try and update from my new school fron Wednesday on. Wish me luck fuckers!

Am I reading this right, Bil's...DEAD!? WTF. This cannot be happening! *runs around* NOES!!!!1 *cries* No damnit, why!?

=/

In other news, I'm at Jake's. I think I have a hang over. I only drank some of that weird wine stuff, maybe it's cuz I had like an hour's sleep...Ah well....

My back hurts from punting. I need a massage. Any offers?

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^_^

Hear that? That's the sign of AIM refusing to let me send messages so I have to log out constantly. GAH!